Thursday, May 15, 2003

lala... daddy got scv max online haha... yay yay... he said he give up keeping our broadband thingy low so now we have max online hehe... yay yay... oops did i say tt already :p anyway... its like 2am now... im wating for the real vs juve match to start haha... going to watch it with kor... haihz... dunno how im going to wake up to study tml... :\ think ill just die... haha... oops... den summore supposed to study with recs tml... i dunno leh haha... oh today i was SO tired... i din eat at all today den during trg i almost died...like really... felt so weak after tt... felt abit faint oso... good thing dareen picked me up den we went to order the chicken rice den he drove me home haha... i ate a banana den we went to pick the chicken rice up... 30 packs! i wonder if they ate finish haha... anyway it wasnt very nice... but at least we made the chicken rice stall uncle happy haha... darren is so funny he was telling me tt he wants to be like me and bernerd and li jia cos we are pple hu kinda shut ourselves in our own world tt makes us the happiest pple arnd... he say me and li jia is to a lesser extent but bernerd is really the king haha... i think marcus oso abit... but i agree with him haha... i guess pple hu dun let circumstances affect them so much are happiest cos like wad happens outside doesnt really matter so much haha... well im glad tt i am blessed with joy haha... oh wells... anyway, as i was saying so after i ate dinner... ravenously i might add, i went for dance prac... was qt ok i guess... but i just realised tt our grp is doing more songs and all the hard ones as well... bah bah haha... but qt fun lah... but now myright hand (holding the tamborine hand) got blister and my left hand (hitting the tamborine hand) got blue black... sighz! but well these pains on my hands dun compare to the nails that Jesus bore for my sins haha so i bear them happily :) really like tamborine dancing cos everytime i dance as worship i really feel tt God is speaking to me and can really feel Him which is like one of the best feelings in the world... its such a blessing to feel the Holy spirit... i mean other times i know He is there... but during worship sometimes can really feel Him... and i cant help but cry... God rocks lah! haha...
oh! we finally got scolded in lect today! i thot it would nv happen cos like teachers somehow happen to not hear all the noise coming from our dircetion budden today the bio lect was like "those three girls after lecture i want to get to know you better" and we din noe she was tokking to us cos we werent really tokking as much as normal... den we left after the lect lah... budden she like called "the girl in the green jacket" hu was me lah haha... den everyone go and ask me to go in and see her hehe... so i went den she asked me to call rena and shella down oso so we went den she scold scold... den she asked us wad class we frm den we say "s18" den she was like "18 again! yst i had three girls frm 18 oso!" actually she was tokking abt hasharan and gang... cos she only asked hasharan for class so she thot lubna they all oso frm our class haha... cos she caught them yst... den she asked us wad our names were den we told her and she was like " i think i better get to know 18 better!" lol... qt funny lah but we were trying not to laugh haha... den marcus was so blur... he told the lecturer tt he was coming in for nxt lecturer when actually he was waiting for me to go concourse with him haha... and he din even noe wad he tokking oso hehe... blur boy is back! haha... i wanna watch matrix reloaded1 tho i dunno the story for matrix at all! haha... i think i watched the first one but totally forgot liaoz! haha... oops... hiahz... i was really sucky during trg today kz!! like super cham to the max sia... couldnt keep my timings at all k! i think cos of the lack of food haha... felt really weak... sighz... we swam 3.1k today suimmore haha... den summore ran 2.4 yst... ache like mad haha... not really like mad lah... abit only but STILL... haihz... still have 12 mins to go b4 the match! i hope its a good one manz!! haha... oh and come bless the Lord is tml... really hope tt it will be a meaningful time of praising the Lord!! haha love Him so much manz... i mean i nv knew i could love anyone as much as i love Jesus haha... each day i love Him more... tho i think tt i dun really show it... haihz... tts definately an area of improvement! i know im supposed to be a light tt shines for the Lord but sometimes i feel snuffed out cos of my actions and stuff... just need to pray and repent i guess... haha... God will help me im sure :) cos He loves me too! yay haha... oh manz wrote gp essay today... sucked! i wrote abt toys haha... so stupid... den all i could write was slightly less than 2 and a half pages k... like last time i write 5 pages oso not enough now cant even write 3!! sux haha... but actually is better lah cos 5 was really too much... i hope this essay i will do ok... cos my compre was so bad!! haha... ahh my gp is dying like my chinese sighz...its confirmed... to get into medcine MUST get at least b3 or b4 for chi!! like im going to die lah... haihz... anyway just have to trust in Him who holds the future haha... yay 7 mins left only hehe... cyazzzzzz... go REAL!!!